On my mind...

• "It's a beautiful day in the neighborhood..." (sung in a Mr. Rogers voice.)
• It really isn't a beautiful day in the neighborhood though.
• I mean, it's beautiful. It's just also EXTREMELY cold.
• Can you beleive it's snowed all day long too? I couldn't.
• The snow in turning into a nuisance to me.
• I mean, it was fun and exciting when it was actually falling out of the sky and accumulating on the ground. But seriously, the ice made it too hard to play in :(
• Therefore, it's got to go. Like right now. K? Thanks.
• That's enough about the snow.
• Let's get to the good stuff.
• I may have mislead you with my previous bullet. By exciting, I mean what I want to do tonight.
• Playing the Sims while also reading 'Son of a Witch' sounds like a perfect schedule for the evening.
• I am supposed to have practice for church tonight.
• I'm struggling lately with trying to find a new church home and not singing anymore.
• By not singing I mean, not singing on a stage in front of everyone with a microphone.
• I believe that not singing like ^THAT^ would make worship the way it used to be to me.
• Worship, to me, has always been one of my main ways of communication with my Savior.
• When I'm singing in front of everyone, even though I try hard not to, I seem to focus more on myself and how I'm performing than my intimate moment with Christ.
• So, that's my dilemma.
• It's even tougher for me because my mother tries to DIE *seriously* when I say I'm not going to be at church on Sunday.
• For her, the problem is me not singing.
• Anyways, that's just something I've got to figure out. And I believe I'd have more time to mull it over if I'm just relaxing tonight without having to actually GO to practice.
• Moving forward...I need want some new books.
• The last excursion I had to Barnes&Noble (where I have ample amounts of gift cards :) ) proved to be disappointing.
• I didn't find a THING that appealed to me.
• Any suggestions?